A cluttered mind and a yawn...

Woke up today with a smile on my face and warmth next to me. My brain keeps running down the street with ideas. School, work and where I'd like to be in the next 5 years. P has been very helpful in getting my ambitions flared up and burning full time. I feel I owe her a bit of graditude. But she'll except my warm heart instead. I'm a littel tired today. I'm not to sure why. I think tonight I might call it an early night. Maybe P can help lull me into a catatonic state since I don't have to work tomorrow. State workers day off cuz the old President passed away. RIP Reagan. I hope to see P tonight for a relaxing chat.

Mom update:

Feeling better to some degree. Walking about and slowly getting back to her normal pace. Me aunt and I are working on a plan to get her to quit the smoking. Maybe that way it'll help keep her with us for a longer time.

Word of the day: life

I want all my life to change tomorrow. But I'd loose out on the experience of it all. My mind rushing with a need to change and succeed. My heart growing fonder of P every day. My soul opening up a bit at a time to allow life to take a grip of me and show me how things are done.

Reading: The Book by Alan Watts

Co-worker offered the read to me as a sort of insite to how we all tick. "On the taboo against knowing who you are" It says on the cover. Makes for an interesting read I'm sure. I'll post as I go along.