The end of freedom... (sort of)

I start me new JOB in the AM! It's a sweet number out in Newton. Mailclerk/Database Expert. Sort of a dual job, but easy either way. Bad news MGH kept shoving me aside and telling me to wait. So I moved on to bigger and better. I think I'll win in the long run. Pay is sweet, and with eh benifits I'm all set.

Started looking @ places to MOVE to with P. It's a starting process for me to truely get on track. I own P for so much she's had my back through all this and I can only see myself happier with her as time goes on.

Word of the Day: God is with me. He said so!

As I was semi-dragged to Church for Palm Sunday Session. I wasn't all up for the coming BU Mass. For it was a new place to go, and whenever I go to a new place I get my anxiety kicked in. But I managed very well and as I prayed for the strength to hold on to what I now have something spoke back to me. Within me it spoke to me. Told me not to worry for all I need is within "me" and myself.

Although this "voice" seemed calming it still confused me. As I sit here now hours later I'm still in partial awe of the concept of God talking to me. I always thought I'd have a tumor at some point. But perhaps my final leap of faith is through these next few months. Having my faith within myself is a start to finding my ways.

Praise me to God.