Time and again...

I think I've realized the catch to all this happiness. P said it herself. Her work. As much as she'd like to get out of there and as selfish as I feel for wanting all my time to be with her. Love can't pay the bills. I just pray she can hold out and work through these struggling times. I just wish we had more time. I suppose when she returns from her visit back home she'll be swamped again by the evil BOSS-PEOPLE.

She speaks of me being the root to her sanity and the only reason not fleeing back home. I'm only doing m best to keep her happy. I'm hoping this weekend will pan out to be some quality time before she leaves me for a month. I'll prolly take the time to read and relax myself. Really take the alone time to work more on myself.

Word of the Day: hope

Quick little update about the EX-GF. Now on civil e-mailing terms. Friendship is best we can hope for after 8 years. P is happy for me on this point. I can't be happier than I am now and I'm not looking to rejoin my former love. But I can at least have a friendly chat about old times.

WORK update:
Things are panning out in my quest for FULL TIME positions at a school. MIT has shown and interest and set up an appointment for 2 weeks from tomorrow. Life moves on!Everything seems on the right track. Miss P sometimes. But I respect her independence and need to get her stuff done. I said we have all the time in the world. We do but I can only hope she can wait things out. I know I can. I'll be waiting for my dear to return to me. I'll make smiles for her.