29 days...

It's about 29 days until P returns. I haven't done much of anything but game for the past week and work. Been trying to be productive but the old noggin' hasn't been cooperative. I guess it's all a matter of waiting on my part. Relax and take life slow.

I've got my list of openings at MIT from my contact there. It's sweet. I'm going to take the weekend to weed through it and find the jobs I can do best. I want something fun and educational.

Word of the day: lonely

I guess being left to my own devices isn't a total waste the gaming helps keep the thtoughts from wondering. And as promised I'm not staring at the ceiling for any reason other then trying to get to sleep. It's actually pretty boring. I work and game that's about it. But next week it'll be different. I'll get off my ass and do something productive. I might go out with Maria and get trashed tonight. She offered and why not. I'll see how I feel when the day closes.

Forgot my vitamin this morning I wonder how it'll affect me today. I miss P being around. I guess this will progress as time goes. The ability to live "alone".