9 was it...

Ok, big update. I picked up P a surprise for her return. Also started receiving good call backs on my resume, that I have thrusted so evilly out onto the market. Have a fairly busy weekend planned. I hope things move along smoothly. Going to meet up with Lyle to make up for my cancellation Tuesday. Due to my father's illness. He should get better, up to him really.

Word of the Day: errr

Not a single thought is stable enough to form in my weary head. I should head to bed, but I've decided not to. No sleep for me tonight. Nee a night to stay up and die out all the thoughts in my skull. P wants me to rest. I'm not going to be able to listen this time hun sorry.

Other news:
I've decided to just push for my goals and get life fully focused on furthering myself. Although 90% of my time is geared to thins I've decided to allow the rest of me do this. I've pushed other needs aside. There's no room for pining over things one has no direct control over. I've pushed feelings aside and I'll see where things go from here. What's to feel anywho?

I think I've lost my will to game or something. It's not as... Enjoyable as it once was. I'm looking to other outlets to cure my time wasting. I can wait things out sure, but damn sometimes it's just plain boring. Least I've gotten some ideas about that BIG catch I've always wondered about with P and I. Perhaps I'll relay them sometime. Not now... head isn't functional.