On the 23rd day...

It's odd how I seem to be waiting so easily. I'm not as frantic as I once was. I've gone insane a few times, but now I'm finding my sanity in a giant rush to find my new JOB. Also got some clues on getting myself some medical insurance. A few steps at a time at this point.

My love for P is firm and solid. Her love for me seems to be the same. So... My brain is just trying to play tricks on me which isn't too fun. I'll get over and past all of it. I know I'm better than all that.

Word of the day: lethargic

I didn't want to wake up today. Had a great chat with Tina on the phone last night. She regaled me of her trips and tale of the crazy morning commuters within the NYC transit system. I'll be honest about her. We make better friends than lovers. Our relationship isn't so extreme as it was while we together. But out lives are now separate and we have plenty of space. I'm happy to still have her in my life. And this friendship thing is kool.

Want to thank rubs for being sweet and befriending me. It's all too good to have wondrous and caring people around oneself. I'll keep my mind set on a positive note best I can.